Monday, November 7, 2011

The Cloud Has Lifted (178 lbs)

Hello there!  I'm back in Russia again, after a lovely trip to Canada (with a dip down to Florida as well).  Overall, I'd say I did quite well during the trip eating-wise...I tried my best to take advantage of the wonderful availability of fresh fruit and vegetables.  In the end, I came back weighing pretty much the same as when I left.  Yay me!

Jet lag aside, I feel SO much more like myself.  My appetite seems to be dialed down and I don't feel as gloomy as when I left.  Amazing what being in familiar surroundings will do...

I've had some thoughts about starting the 30 Day Shred again...I have a little over 30 days until I go back to Florida (for a nice long Christmas break).  So it would work out well for timing.  The nice thing about the 30DS is that it's effective but not time-consuming - and a DVD that takes less than 30 minutes?  Well, there's really no excuse for not doing it.  (Well, except jet lag, but that should be over in a day or two.  Then I will have no excuse.)

As for getting myself back on my to-do list (and putting myself high on that list of priorities), I've gained a bit of perspective now that I've been out of the daily grind of life in Russia for a couple of weeks.  I can see now that I was letting everything have the same level of priority - I was trying to do it all, and well, that just doesn't work.  Moreover, I was trying to please everyone...in theory, I know that's not possible.  Yet, I'd let myself get sucked into that people-pleasing mode again.  There's no such thing as pleasing everyone - I pay a very high price every time I try to do so.  And that's no good.

Now that I've pulled myself out of that whirlpool, I much more peaceful and in control of my life.  Taking back the reins feels good.  Now I just have to keep moving forward.  And start Shredding. 

4 comments:

Cyn said...

sounds like you needed that get away! and good luck with 30ds -- tomorrow will be day 30 for me & i just adore it so much i am starting ripped in 30 on weds!
you are right -- how can you not make time for a 25 minutes awesome workout?

Claire said...

Glad you are feeling better. x

Syl said...

Welcome home!

oh Debbie good luck with Jillian, as you know I love to hate her but she works!
Looking forward to following your progress!

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